Ya it has been forver since I posted a journal on here wow.
Any ways.
This year has been interesting, happy new year and all that.
Got a new camera as some may have noticed. So much better and a lot more fun to work with. Getting tons of new shots. Still wish i had the guts to do more racy pictures, lol, ah well another time.

So, recently, ie for the past two years, I have been having very odd dreams, they are all different but all share a constant theme. This theme is what is calling my naustalga( i apologise for spelling) the recuring theme is people cropping up in my dreams whom I have not seen in quite a while. We're talking like six years or more, sometimes we are still children sometimes I catch a glimpse of them as they might appear now. These dreams leave me extremely melencholy and naustalgic. And so I set out, jsut to see if I can find them online, but unfortunatly it has yet come to no avail. Its not like i try stupidly hard or anything, just galnce through a few possible sights, but it still frustrates. Part of the reason i am actualy posting this is in hope of people I know possibly sorta banding together to allow for a network search, lol, just you know, the sharing of emails and such so that it makes it easier for people like me to find those in my past. lol, but who knows what may come of thoughts like this.
Goodnight sweet child of my dreams, may I sleep yet another night, and by day find the friends you long to see again.

Graham Ford

yep that seems to be the state of my mind. Meh, what can you do, so i watched this movy called "Savage Mesia" well wow, based on a true story it is extremely creepy. It is about this guy who starts a comune cult where they believ he is Mosses, and follow him. It is the story of one social workers strugal to bring down the horrible system he has started. They end up finding out all these horible things that he has done, sexual asault, psychologicla and phisical abuse etc, to both the women and their children. The reely creepy thin is that had this one person not seen the trouble it would still be going on, heck it is, because even though he is in jail, three of the women still believe in him and visit him. The reely creepy thing is that this all happened just outside toronto. Gah, it is a reely scary movy not only for what happened but for the implications.

First off you have to understand, I celibrate yule and christmas personaly, so i am sitting here in a large brown robe and black leather gloves, working with fire daily and enjoying good books and food. I enjoy this season, I have time to walk and enjoy the scenery of my woods and love the world I have come to call my own sphere. I am having muliple parties ands jugling a large amount of work as well. So for the love of my family and my friends, I am wishing any who take the time to read this a merry christmas a blessed yule and happy honika and a joyfull time of celibration.

The Green Druid